Jujur saja

1. Kalau sudah merasa di bohongi, gak salah kan diam?
2. Bukan tentang sebagaimana kau mengenang kepergian seseorang, tapi tentang seberapa rutin kau menyelamatkannya dalam doa-doamu.

Begini aku, dan sifatku. Dan kamu, juga sifatmu.
Caraku dan caramu.

Just to remind you, again.
Mungkin lupa, atau sudah dilupakan.
Percakapan diantara dalam dan luar pagar.
Sudah tau aku sedang asik sendiri?
Sudah tau aku sedang berusaha menjaga hati seorang ibu, dan hatiku sendiri?
Lalu tiba-tiba saja datang, memberikan sesuatu yang terasa seperti 'janji'.

Dan beginikah cara kau menepati janji?
Hahaha

Semoga gak terulang lagi ya, Dita.
Nanti gak akan aku sebegitu maunya dimakan oleh omonganmu, walaupun kata sahabat "jangan begitu, dit"
Untuk berprinsip 'Aku serius' berarti berencana untuk selama yang kau bisa? Seumur hidup?
Dan untuk menuju serius, 6 bulan bukan waktu yang begitu lama, tidak masalah kalau mau menarik omonganmu kembali. Silahkan.
Aku sudah sangat cukup tau, terimakasih.

Being a girlfriend

Being a girlfriend is not just about being beautiful and attractive for your guy. It’s not just about letting him chase you, letting him do sweet things every time you’re mad at him and not just receiving flowers and gifts during your anniversaries. It’s not about doing those girly things just to get his attention and not just about feeling mighty every time he did everything you want. It’s also being an emotional partner where in you support him in every  opportunity  that he takes, you appreciate everything that he does for you and you thank him for doing it, you remind him on the things he must do and what he must not. Just because you know that you can always keep him on his feet, doesn’t mean you can manipulate him. You understand him not just as a partner but as individual too. you help him in every way showing him, that in a relationship, there’s no “I” or “you”, there’s only “we” and “us”. You know also that a man has their ego, and even when it become a little irritating sometimes, you still understand that it’s a part of his nature. A girlfriend is not just a term, it also has responsibilities that every girl must know. You’re a friend, a sister, a second mom, a teacher, and a best friend.

Pas banget ya, keadaan lagi begini dan gak tau harus gimana, gak tau mau ngapain, akhirnya tumblr-ing, finding this article and feeling deeply punctured :'(

Being a girlfriend like that, I felt, I was too late :'(

Just forgive me, Ici.

Me miss u.

Quoted from tumblr (theradicalteen)